Just .... ARGHHH !!!

Just so fucking frustrated right now! Can't just wait to get outta here !!!

And getting even more pissed off since my laptop is just being a BITCH !!! This fucking pile of shit just keeps shutting down on itself. I have my hand in wrong point, too close to laptop's own mouse and this shit just turns off. Did it THIRD TIME in a matter of MINUTES !!
Why??! What do I do wrong to deserve those shitty laptops? WHY my laptop just can't last like ten years without a problem??
      The main problem is yet and again my mommy dearest.... She just expects that I lick the whole fucking apartment clean as she's making a soup. YEAH RIGHT !! She gets furious when ever I act even a tad like I'd expect her doing everything around here but on the same time she expects me to do everything while she's cooking. And keeps barking orders all the time. Yeah, right BITCH. Just so NOT gonna miss these days while living out on my own. And CAN'T WAIT to get my own apartment !! This fucking circus is just driving me crazy !!
       THANK GOD I'm graduating ! Wish to get my degree as fast as just possible. Though I learned a week ago that I have to send a paper to Finnish social- and healthcare area's surveillance and permission agency, Valvira, to get a permission to write the title "practical nurse" to my name tag. A thing my tutor-teatcher was supposed to tell while at school but no. Heard of it from a friend.
       Next Friday, which is 22nd March, is my last day of job training and last day of my studies as a practical nurse. The next week I go to school to drop off a couple of papers and to ask about the paper I need to send to Valvira. After that I start searching for a job. If nothing special comes up, I go to work to Kustaankartano, the elderly home where I worked last summer. And as I finally get my diploma I figure things out and FINALLY start looking for my own apartment. My wish is to live on my own by Christmas. 

But now I will search the web for a place to take my laptop for maintenance. 

Whoa !! :DD

 I am so active and I just write sssoooo regurarly in here... ;) xD

Anyway, it's been about ten months since I last wrote anything... Don't feel like going through everything that's happened. 
We did move, but I didn't move out on my own, not yet. Just can't afford it. Spent amazing nine weeks working at Kustaankartano, Finland's second largest elderly home last summer. I also did something I've been dreaming about for years, I bought myself an iPhone. Saved some money from working the summer and bought myself a Christmas present worth 599€.

Now I'm finishing my studies, going to graduate as a practical nurse this spring. I'm at my final jobtraining now, it'll end 22nd March, just in a couple of weeks. I'll be ready to search for a job, though my diploma comes via mail during April. I already did apply for a job, time for applying ended 25th Feb, over a week ago and I haven't yet heard a word from there... 
I'm going to move out (FINALLY!!!) of here, as soon as I just get a job. Well, not if my first job is as a substitute for a couple of months, but when I get a full-time job, I'll be outta here !
    Until that happens, I just gotta hang on... you know, sometimes I just wish I'd be living on my own, I just can't be around my mom. She's driving me crazy! But at the same time, I'm horrified thinking I'd be all alone, only responsible for surviving bills and rent and everything... 

Otherwise everything is going smoothly, jobtraining going just fine and I just feel it in my heart that I'm graduating for a job I'll love doing. Just being with the kids, I just know I'm doing what I was meant to. Only thing that I need is a boyfriend. To someday have some babies of my own...