I am so active and I just write sssoooo regurarly in here... ;) xD
Anyway, it's been about ten months since I last wrote anything... Don't feel like going through everything that's happened.
We did move, but I didn't move out on my own, not yet. Just can't afford it. Spent amazing nine weeks working at Kustaankartano, Finland's second largest elderly home last summer. I also did something I've been dreaming about for years, I bought myself an iPhone. Saved some money from working the summer and bought myself a Christmas present worth 599€.
Now I'm finishing my studies, going to graduate as a practical nurse this spring. I'm at my final jobtraining now, it'll end 22nd March, just in a couple of weeks. I'll be ready to search for a job, though my diploma comes via mail during April. I already did apply for a job, time for applying ended 25th Feb, over a week ago and I haven't yet heard a word from there...
I'm going to move out (FINALLY!!!) of here, as soon as I just get a job. Well, not if my first job is as a substitute for a couple of months, but when I get a full-time job, I'll be outta here !
Until that happens, I just gotta hang on... you know, sometimes I just wish I'd be living on my own, I just can't be around my mom. She's driving me crazy! But at the same time, I'm horrified thinking I'd be all alone, only responsible for surviving bills and rent and everything...
Otherwise everything is going smoothly, jobtraining going just fine and I just feel it in my heart that I'm graduating for a job I'll love doing. Just being with the kids, I just know I'm doing what I was meant to. Only thing that I need is a boyfriend. To someday have some babies of my own...